stay forever with me

01 December 2010

Time sure past fast.

And I'm sad that I can't get myself to really value it.

I don't what I need to do, but I'm lacking of something that will drive me..

Something to will push me... something that will give me a boost,

Something like... Motivation.

After living for 17 years, I haven found anything that will really push me.

Sometimes, I just feel so Sian that I just let time past by.

Wasting my life and NOT feeling any guilt.

I have been feeling Siansation recently,
and it keeps on bugging on to me.

It just makes me feel like not doing anything, Not

doing anything that is meaningful but rather,

Siansation is making me stupid.

Stupid enough to just waste time and let time past by.

Maybe I'm just weak.

And I need to be stronger mentally to deal with this.

I'm getting lazier and better at wasting time.

Oh Kenneth. Snap yourself out of it!

Continue to work hard for what you like and what is good for you.

And WIN!

unidentified
8:39 PM

24 October 2010

:D I've lost touched for blogging!
Poly life is getting busier for this semester. D:
Hope I can get my motivation in studying back!
But if never, it also doesn't really matter.

Parents are SHORT-sighted.
I mean most, not all.
Parents gauge their child's capabilities by their results,

which school they go to, how they do in their school and so on...
This symptoms can only tell me that they're short-sighted.

Even if a teenager gets through masters and PHD,

So what? It only means that they are better able to get a job in the society and will be higher look up to.

It doesn't mean they'll be rich in their life, It doesn't mean they'll have financial independence! They can very much be in debt in the later years of their life, getting stuck in a rat race.

Recently I read a really interesting book call "Rich Dad, Poor Dad".
This book clearly shows how parents are influence by the world today, that good degree = successful life! Which is very sad because by having this belief, they will envelope their child's maximum potential and talents.

Everyone is unique and special in their own individual way, by forcing someone to follow what 80% of others are doing, it makes them dull, it makes them common. And the child may also live with regrets later in their life, of not having pursue his dream and his interests when he was much younger. Working for money is sad, Working for the sake of working is pathetic.

And because parents hold such high regards in their child's education, the child is influenced to believe that getting good grades is everything. This makes them hold high regards in their results slip and shutting themselves from all other wonderful things in the world.
And when they start working, they'll be disillusioned, they'll be surprised by the things that they don't know, the things that school doesn't teach them and they politics they face when working.

I'm saying all this not because I hate studying, but because I feel many parents today are disillusioned to an extent that they are controlling their child's life. Having them live the way they want them to. And they never ask, "Son/Daughter, are you happy ?" or "Do you like your life now?"

Often, when parents converse with each other, they always talk about their educational level, their results and the school they are in.

In addition, the school system is flawed, we are only taught how to earn money and never taught how to spend money. Which you can see that many working adults spend their lives paying off debts, never to enjoy financial freedom.

As a child, many often have their ambitions of what they want to be, however, as they grow up, their ambitions and dreams change, because they feel that what they want when they're younger were unrealistic. Which is actually not true, it's just that they too, have become disillusioned like their parents and reality made them give up their dreams.

With this, what I'd like to say is pursue your dream.

And keep chasing it.

Never let people tell you what you can become.
And never judge yourself by the results you get in school and be disillusioned that you're a failure at life.
You too, can become what you want, if you believe, and you fight for it.

(:

unidentified
3:36 PM

29 March 2010

Hi folks, just dropping by to relieve my boredom.
Nothing happen on lately...
Just waiting for school to start, and waiting for this dragged holiday to end.
Its like 6 months long, if i'm not wrong.

Yeah, what happen lately was just working here and there
And spending times with some my friends by hanging out to places like Orchard.
Movies esp.
Nth else.

And i realise somethings are just beyond our very control.

Well, another thing i learn lately is that, life is full of learning opportunities, its just whether you pay attention to the things you see around and the things your hear. i believe if you open your heart and have the willingness to learn, you'll continually be learning.

And on top of it all. I realise i lost internets in DOTA already. The addictive computer game which has been with me for 4 long years.

unidentified
12:16 AM

12 February 2010

Human

What a month it had been!
For 15 years of my life, i've loved CNY.
But, Not for this year.
Its scary! The rush and rush of crowds
snatching for CNY goods is the killer.
Though it give retailers more business.
But sometimes, when business is too good, it isn't a good thing.

Although my impression of CNY changed, but that isn't the REAL thing that i'd learnt.
What i just fully learn really shaken me up....
It is my Mother.
I only knew since just now that she had been slogging for almost as long as i had lived because of me.
From my birth till now. 16 cold long years.
Enduring hardship and pain,
Enduring exhaustion and hunger.
Enduring all of that as a living.
And yet she didnt get what she deserved.

Sometimes, fate and dreams clashes.
And we have to live with it.
However, there's always hope.
Hope that brings in new destiny.

I goddamn swear that i'll be great businessman 15 years from now.
I'll earn big bucks so that my Mother can enjoy life.
So that she could get what she deserve.
So that she need not endure anymore.
No matter how hard it'll be, I'll perservere.
I'll not give up even i've reach the end.
I'll build myself up to be one great businessman.
I'll show you.

And i fully realised recently how powerful money is.
How influential it is.
It can be a driving force, and yet, a destructive force.
Now i understand why, Money is Power.

~~~THE END~~~

unidentified
7:58 PM

07 February 2010

Business

Realised I've been learning business recently.
The sights and sounds of the working world seem to be opening
a black hole for me; pulling me in.
And I've also learnt that business is exciting.
Well, being a boss is.
The challenges, the way you handle things...
Your characteristics, your attitude...
Of course, doing business is a serious thing, it is a money-making endeavour.
While opportunities can be at your doorstep, you may or may not realised it.
And you may or may not seize it.
The good are rewarded and the bad will eventually get their retributions.
This will surely be proven, in time to come.
As the saying goes, " Time will tell ".

And on the spiritual side, i realised actually 'Lao Tian' exist..
The causes and effects of happenings.
When good things come like a zillion blot of lightning balls
or Bad luck fall on you like a storm.
This is my own self-claimed theory of "Effect and Causes of happenings"

My Life.
And about myself, i got busy recently and will be even busier in the days to come.
Its all because that Chinese New Year is round the corner.
And people are preparing for CNY by stocking up goods needed for it.

And lastly, HAPPY B'lated B'dae ANTHONY and GAO WEI.

unidentified
8:21 PM

01 February 2010

MONEY

Money, Money, Who doesn't want it?
No one ever says, " Man, that sucks, i got too much money "
And i realise, though a qualification / degree can let your starting salary be quite high,
SO WHAT?
You won't be happy if the job isn't something you like.
I believe in HANG HANG CHU ZHUANG YUAN.
Anything you do, you can excel in it.
For example, there's a fish farm owner. (i forgot the name =x)
Started selling FISH in wet market by renting stalls.
Now he owns huge fish farms and have 3 bungalows in AMK district just by selling fish.
How cool is that?
Of course, he failed in his business before, Learnt from his mistakes and then work hard and became what he is today.

Anything is POSSIBLE, you just have to believe it!

unidentified
9:34 AM

28 January 2010

A NEW START!
I've gotten my posting results. And its my 1st choice :D
NYP's accounting and finance.
Got to do well in this man.
The next 3 years will be a fruitful one.
And, i cant wait to start school...
Has been working lately, and it never really entertains me that much.
Right now, i'm in the midst of thoughts of my poly life!
NYP :D
NEW LAPTOP.
NEW FRIENDS.
BETTER MEALS.
OLD FRIENDS TOO.

All the best to all ya.

unidentified
12:44 PM