What a month it had been! For 15 years of my life, i've loved CNY. But, Not for this year. Its scary! The rush and rush of crowds snatching for CNY goods is the killer. Though it give retailers more business. But sometimes, when business is too good, it isn't a good thing.
Although my impression of CNY changed, but that isn't the REAL thing that i'd learnt. What i just fully learn really shaken me up.... It is my Mother. I only knew since just now that she had been slogging for almost as long as i had lived because of me. From my birth till now. 16 cold long years. Enduring hardship and pain, Enduring exhaustion and hunger. Enduring all of that as a living. And yet she didnt get what she deserved.
Sometimes, fate and dreams clashes. And we have to live with it. However, there's always hope. Hope that brings in new destiny.
I goddamn swear that i'll be great businessman 15 years from now. I'll earn big bucks so that my Mother can enjoy life. So that she could get what she deserve. So that she need not endure anymore. No matter how hard it'll be, I'll perservere. I'll not give up even i've reach the end. I'll build myself up to be one great businessman. I'll show you.
And i fully realised recently how powerful money is. How influential it is. It can be a driving force, and yet, a destructive force. Now i understand why, Money is Power.